18. Release: What do you want to let go of on this journey of grief? Is it fear? Guilt? Worry? Deep sadness? Regrets?
On this journey of grief, I want to let go of the guilt I still have of letting her go. A mother should not have to have to make the horrible decision to let go of her baby's body... I know she was not with us anymore but I wish someone had forced me, that someone would have had to literally take her away from my arms because I am a mother who would never part with my child without fighting. Instead, I made the call, I said "it is time" and I hate that I was able to do this.