This blog is about love despite a prenatal diagnosis, grief & healing after baby loss, hope, faith, pregnancy after loss and Hydrops Fetalis awareness.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

T21


It took an effort for me to wear different socks but I did it for the cause,  I have to say my 3 years also wondered what was wrong with me today!

I am proud to support World Down Syndrome Day and I love the hashtags!

Saturday, March 18, 2017

T18



Today I remember Grace and Eliana


Friday, March 17, 2017

St Patrick 2017

Our family celebrated St Patrick's Day for the first time in 1999!  My first baby was brand new and I had a daycare at home.  I was always looking for  something to celebrate and for themes to explore. Back then, my hometown, and my community, was mainly francophone and St Patrick's day was not something popular and I didn't know anything about it!  So I did research the origins and thought it was interesting and fun!




I love St Parick's day!  It's fun, thematic and delicious!  For many years I have been making a traditional Irish Beef Stew that I serve with homemade Irish Bread and a desert with some green colors.


In 2012, we took this photo, I'm so glad I was in front of the camera with Lily in my belly and not hiding behind the camera like usual.  I remember I was exhausted, I was two days from our anatomy scan appointment and I could feel something was wrong but I was not willing to believe it.



The last 2 days we had a big snow storm.  The weather was so different from 2012 and also from last year.  I had fun recreating partly the picture that we took last year.




Here is a production by VeggieTales, I think it explains the history and origins of who exactly was st Patrick.





Monday, March 13, 2017

T13

Today I remember Noah, Amelia and Hadley

Wednesday, March 01, 2017

March 2017



March is Trisomy Awareness month.

I have friends who lost their babies to trisomy 13, 18, 21 and 22.  Before Lily came, I thought the only trisomy that was possible was T21 and I knew very little about it.  I had babysat 2 boys with T21 when I was a teenager but that is it.

I will never know for sure that trisomy caused or didn't cause Lily's Hydrops, but it very well could have been.  So I am very sensitive to the cause and believe every soul has something to bring to this world.
"Children are a gift from God, babies are a reward." Ps 127.3